2011 :)

hello and assalamualaikum :)

hey bloggie.

it's february. wow. time goes so fast.

yes it's awkward when i'm not in a high school any longer.

i wish i could turn back the time.

where the time i were sitting in the classroom.

teasing other students. pretending to be focused in front of the teacher while i wasn't.

you can call me crazy but i really miss to do some chemistry and add math assingments.

18 days to go before the spm result comes out.

it's freaking me out. seriously.

i've been thinking about it all day long.

i can't just simply pretend to be cool.

if my result is lower from my trial result,

neither my dad nor me will feel proud.

is that so important to feel proud to your daughter? to yourself ?

yes it is. i've been doing all this just to make him proud.

what if i can't make it happen ?

gosh. i hate this annoying feeling.

one thing that make me relieve is that i know i can still use my trial result for applying to any institution.

ok enough for that.

what am i doing right now ?

i'm working ! can you believe it ?

in the beginning i wasn't like into working at poney.

but now i love working at poney :D

haha.

i worked here until the end of march.

then ? then i'll be taking my driving licence in kl.

then ? then i'll be attending an english class.

i'm not so sure about attending english class. but i really want to.

i can plan anything i want, but i'm not the who can sure it'll be happen.

i hope everything goes as plan.

i want to go to the most famous university and study so hard until i become a successful geologist.

ok that's all for today. bye bye and assalamualaikum :)